Tuesday, May 24, 2011

say goodbye to the past!

erm...i've known LOVE since i was in form 2. LoL! sangat muda untuk dikatakan bercinta secara serius. but the relationship quite strong. walaupon on off 2 3 kali, masuk 4 tahun lebih jugak la. and rasanye, those relationship takde pon interrupt ako blaja sampai boleh masuk matriculation (*rezeki sebenarnye kan?) thanx to 'him' sebab jaga ako and bagi ako ape ako nak. masa tu tgh blaja kan. so the one yang always support even jauh-jauh. and let me learn to love someone with all of my heart. ceh! =p maybe if x jumpa dia pon, ako masuk je club kot. sebab takde orang jaga and sayang. haha! geli! =p zaman puppy love kan?terpikir gak nak kawen, parents pon da kenal. but what to do, takde jodoh. >.<

and after those 4 years, selang beberapa hari je broke up. ako dpt partner baru. haha! relationship tu continue sampai ako masuk UTM, ako grad and end up time tgh tanam anggur gak. haha~ *ako bukan jenis yang pandai bencinta kejap-kejap ni, tapi on off gak* but this one, let me learn how to treat somebody nicely. prepare everything for your loved one. support him with what ever you have. sound silly. but that is the fact. ako x penah jumpa parents dia for 5 years. gosh! ako x pernah berkira, x pernah pikir orang lain and only him. =.= and even he is the one who ask me to leave. sebab dia taknak biar ako keep on giving tapi dia tak. huhu. and thank god, nampak hikmah why jodoh tu bukan dengan dia. tp becoz of him gak ako berjaya drive kete dengan sempurna sekarang. LoL! thank 'you'!

hurm, ako ni pon memang tergolong dalam budak yang tak liar. i never went to club, pub, karok pon jarang sangat-sangat. ntah, for me bende tu sume x perlu. even masuk just to have fun. kan? i never drink and get drunk. perlu ke? but smoking, i've tried once, tu pon last year. mcm something yang ako nak buat when i got dump! :p fikir balik, mcm nonsense nak buli diri sendiri camtu. haha! tp da cuba skali. xla habis pon sebatang. huhu. thanx to 'both of them'. treat me nice n bad a LOT! haha! made me cry,crazy, happy and etc. and i learn a lot. banyak mengajar ako macam mane nak berkasih sayang and hormat orang yang kita sayang. so i wanna say good bye to my past. terima kasih atas segalanya. sume ni rezeki kita semua. terima kasih menjaga ako sampai hari last kite same2. *even ako x ingat pon bila memori last* thanx!!!!!

and today, im with my beloved fiance, starting on 20th july. relationship ni belum lagi jejak setahun, tapi kami da bertunang and tak lama lagi akan berkahwin. i met his mother when we were only 2 weeks dating each other. hahaha! WHY i choose him? xtao. i dont have the reason. xde valid reason. but with him, ako belajar susah senang bersama. ako belajar jadi seorang yang penyabar. ako belajar how to mix and match sebab dia dengan ako terlalu contra. ape yang dia suka, ako x suke and vice versa. kadang-kadang temper gak. tp enjoy when u create something for both of u. =) macam mane u mengalah for something. and the most important is. dia selalu ade bila ako susah. always be the shoulder to cry on. i never thought it was him. since now and then, i will always there for you BOSH! :p *used to call him that; sbb dia saaaangat bossy!*

okay then, lunch break end! kene start kerje! have a good day!

p/s: hope dia x tacing or jelous baca dia..LoL!! just flashback je bosh...my heart will always stay with you! >.<


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